Thursday 16th May Holiday time is here!! Wake up and jump in the shower, then force the husband out of bed. As per usual he takes forever, despite having everything organised. Remember having an odd dream that he had his knuckles tattooed with letters that looked like they had been drawn by children, I was … Continue reading Holiday Time
Sunday 12th May Had such a good sleep, not sure where that came from, I obviously needed it. Last nights wine has not affected me and I feel surprisingly fresh. My friend messages to say she has ordered the Exante products. So glad, its always good to have someone you can discuss the diet with, … Continue reading Holiday Prepping
Friday 10th May Fuzzy head this morning and of course so thirsty. I much prefer sober mornings, especially when I have a half day which will no doubt contain gin. Drank two pints of vimto this morning and now standing at the station wishing I had Coke Zero, will I make it past boots without … Continue reading Thirsty Friday
Thursday 9th May Woke up feeling dehydrated, feel confused as I haven’t had a drink since Sunday, then remember I had Chinese takeaway last night, so salty! I really notice it as I never add salt to my food even when cooking, I just don’t like it, weird how I like Chinese takeaway though! I … Continue reading Time for a resolution
Wednesday 8th May Dentist this morning 😩 I’m sure I speak for many people when I say, I bloody hate the dentist. I find it so invasive and just bloody scary, so yeah can’t say I’m looking forward to it. My Exante is arriving today, am hoping it arrives this morning so that I can … Continue reading Shake Day
Saturday 4th May Wake up it’s 2am, my mouth feels like the Sahara and I don’t know where the husband is, I get out of bed, I’m still fully dressed. Plod downstairs where the husband has passed out on the sofa, surrounded by ritz crackers & cheese. Attempt to wake him up and get him … Continue reading The Girl on the Train
Thursday 2nd May Groggy, night sweats & generally all the symptoms of me having been a dick the previous day, fed up of failing and being bloody useless at sticking to anything. Feel so uncomfortable in my own skin, but can’t seem to stop sabotaging myself. I am seriously considering meal replacement shakes for breakfast … Continue reading Self Sabotage. Why?
Tuesday 30th April Woke up in a better mood today, less drowsy, less dreading work. Had another strange dream that one of the guys at work was being hunted by the IT department for stealing information, I need to get out more!! 2lb off this morning, half an inch off my waist. Train is packed … Continue reading PC Plod
Monday 29th April Woke up feeling like I’d been sedated again, that would probably be the wine I drank, only a couple of glasses, but again, unnecessary. Had some really vivid dreams too, apparently I shouted out in my sleep, remember dreaming I was being chased by a spider, obviously I looked up the meaning: … Continue reading Weaving a web
Sunday 28th April So glad its Sunday, I just want to laze about all day, the Husband makes me a sausage and eggs sandwich, carbs are getting eaten today and anything else that crosses my path. Lay in bed all morning whilst the kids play fortnite in the living room, its like an obsession!! The … Continue reading When you try to ignore what the Universe wants.